I got laid off from my job two years ago as an executive in a large bank. My world was shook and I was scared. I’m married and have 4 kids so naturally I was thinking “what the hell am I going to do now” . I was applying for jobs for 18 months straight. Had a few interviews but no success.
I did some consulting work to help with the bills, my wife’s work covers good benefits and I started a company that pays me about 10% of what I used to make but I’m happy.
A few weeks back an executive recruiter contacted me. We talked about a role in a large fintech. Although I am happy money is a bit tight. So I entertained it and got the offer. At first I was like this is great. It pays me about 15% more than what I made at the bank. But as I’m nearing my start date which is third week of April I find myself not very excited, feels like a I made a mistake and quite frankly I’m dreading starting this new role. It’s 2 days in office but I don’t know if I want to trade a fat salary for freedom anymore.
Am I messed up for thinking this? Am I the only one who feels a this way?