I haven't been doing too well, I won't lie. Second year is coming up along with my birthday. I'm not even happy about my birthday coming up and I been applying too much it has burnt me out. I sadly have relapsed to a bad mental state. I don't feel like it will get better, I feel more and more like a liability by the day. I'm tired. It's really draining me out. I envy those who were able to get their jobs. Even if some don't enjoy it, they at least have an income. Maybe that's just my mind being stupid right now.