I have been trying to find work since 2024. I am still just employed part time and I feel very down from not being able to find a full-time job. The irony is that when I had a full time job, I was very burnt out and didn't want to continue. I still regret leaving my first long job in 2016. After that it has been a series of short jobs and now I am applying for jobs left and right and still I haven't got any replies. I'm losing hope and very depressed. I am 40 now, turning 41.