Lost my job - feeling a sense of grief.

I lost my job last Friday.

The cards were stacked against me - I won't delve into it, but I was fired for personal reasons, not professional ones.

I'm feeling so much grief and I don't know why.

I didn't even like my job any longer - I was planning on leaving because of bullying/harassment that had been going on for a year.

I was overworked, underpaid, and pushed beyond my limit.

I'm so shocked I was let go, for many reasons.

I've been trying to delve into hobbies. Find new ones. Clean my house. Anything.

I've filed for medicaid and unemployment.

I can't sleep and can barely eat. I wander around my house aimlessly, I feel like I am a bouncy ball inside of a box.

Idk why I feel this way about a job.

Anyone else feel this sense of grief with losing a job/being fired?

What do you do?

Author: kwee3