Sorry for this title, but I don’t know why am I having hard time making up my mind. I’ve been in community college over 2 years now. If I could’ve put my mind than I would be in university by now or gotten 2 year degree then joined workforce by now. But I’m such an idiot that I listened to my advisor saying I’m not good enough to be accepted in a program so I just gave up on college. For 2 years I’ve been trying to find clarity ok what is it that I can pick and stick to. Instead now I’m working a job I don’t like. I don’t seem to be gaining valuable skills. I don’t make any good income. Like what am I doing with my life. My peers and cousins have already settled. They have remote jobs and some working for major companies. They seem well settled despite being in their 20s.