I used to be so different and creative. I was curious and I would read a lot and read widely, I used to play guitar piano and drums and make my own little songs, I used to draw and I had so many ideas, I used to dance and come up with cool little routines, I used to write stories, mainly sci-fi and mystery, I used to be a human being.
Now I'm so exhausted, I just work and work then go home eat dinner, shower and sleep. Even when I do have free time there's a block somewhere and I can't really think of anything. I don't feel fascinated by the world anymore. My life feels so limited and like this crappy job is sucking the life out of me. Idk what happened to me.
I don't want to be this for the rest of my life.