I’ve had a lot of different jobs - I’ve worked in restaurants, film/tv, warehouses, tech, the postal service, hospitals, conservation, education - the list goes on.
Lately I have been focused on software, which is what actually interests me, but sometimes I feel like I can’t even do that. Software is competitive and sometimes the feedback i get is not helpful
My parents think I just don’t have work ethic or something - that not the case at all. I’m completely disillusioned with work and money at this point. I still work - but when you don’t feel like you are doing a good job, the motivation just evaporates
I’m supposed to start a new job at a restaurant soon - I don’t really want to work in a restaurant. But software has been very random for me and I need a steady job - not these random contracts that come and go in software