Everything started when I moved to France to pursue my Master’s degree and I took a considerable amount of education loan for it. After completing my Master’s I did an internship in a Tier 1 financial service firm as a Trade operations analyst. I had also received a scholarship to pursue my CFA so I passed the first level. Things took a turn for the worst when I came to look for a job in India. That was last August. I have applied to more than 2000 jobs at this point and gotten some interview calls but either they ghost or just offer me a salary I cannot accept. The constant rejection has made me doubt myself now and it’s making me bitter towards people who are close to me. I know once I get hired I’ll be the best employee they have. I take my work extremely seriously but it’s not working out. I tailor my CV for ATS for almost all the jobs I apply to but still nothing. I don’t know if it’s just me or the economy. I’m ashamed that my younger brother who just has a bachelors is working and earning meanwhile I am sitting at home while my parents pay my loan premiums. It’s come the point where just looking at any job board or career website makes me hate myself.