I can't take my job anymore, but I can't give it up.

I (M21) rose from my job (early, 22 p.m. to 6 a.m.) 7 months ago and earn a lot of money from what I do but I am getting extremely tired and I do not have the energy to do anything else during the day (other than that there is practically no time off). It is not a tired body is more psychological, I tired of what I am doing and sometimes I even miss being an ordinary employee. I was never attached with money and if it was my old self I wouldn't care about earning less, but I can't because of my house (which as I lived with my mother before was much lighter). My boyfriend (H43) customizing motorcycles (and he earns well). I am terrified of changing services or earning less and he leaves or breaks up with me (and bonuses I lose my house right).

Author: Cautious-Diamond-334