[21 M] It’s been about 3-4 months since the last time I’ve been employed and it’s driving me into hopelessness. I’ve been doing weed to “help” cope but it has drawbacks. I dunno how else to retain my sanity in this madness, I have little recourses for help. I need a job so badly so I can actually live my life instead of leeching off my parents, which they also are low on income. Everything just sucks and life has become so dull. Yeah sure most people can agree to point out the negatives in their jobs, and I can understand it, but without money you literally cannot have a fulfilling life. I wish it wasn’t like that. I’ve recently gotten a few interviews but I still await for one to hire me.