I got fired today without warning. I feel very upset still and my emotions are just like a rollercoaster. I feel betrayed, hurt, upset, angry, so many things. I’ve cried multiple times today. Not because of the job but because of the kids that I worked with. I absolutely love working with children of all ages and it genuinely brings me so much joy and happiness. It just hurts because I didn’t get to say goodbye to any of them and it was just messed up the way they went about it. The people I worked with were just beyond unprofessional as well and also pieces of shit.
(note: I’m a full time college student and decided to do this job for some extra income)
I want to stop thinking about it but I can’t seem to get it out of my head. It’s an awful feeling, truly. I know I’m not alone with other people in the world who’ve been fired. I just feel so crappy, sad, and mentally drained. They had us working 17 hours DAILY and only paid us for 7 hours.
I was barely eating and ate under 700cal. I wasn’t sleeping either. I was getting 4-5 hours a sleep and I’m not able to nap. Once I’m awake, I’m awake.
(note: It’s currently 12am and I’ll update this post in the morning detailing what happened.)