I have serious mental health issues which cause me to have extremely bad memory and forget things easily. I am diagnosed with DPDR, OCD and anxiety.
I started a new job as a receptionist 3 months ago and my manager pulled me aside saying unfortunately I didnt pass the 3 month probation period.
Im absolutely gutted. I really enjoyed that job and was starting to be familiar with the tasks and asking for help less.
That isn't the real issue though.
Im approaching 30 (next month) and the longest ive held down a job was 11 months. 11 months in the 12+ years ive been working.
I simply cant hold down a job. My memory causes me to be really slow at my job.
I genuinely want to do well and succeed in a job I like. Im not even greedy, I dont care if its a supermarket job or just a takeaway shop.
I can barely do the most simple tasks. How can I possibly achieve any dream if I cant do the most basic things?