Hello, Im a 25 year old japanese american living in japan and i dont know what im doing with my life.
I started my career after i graduated from a japanese university back in 2023 and i started off working in a Classical music company as a sales worker. It was fun but my managers just did not like me (because i was buddys with the boss) and i had to quit after 2 years. then i started working in a Wagyu company that fired me after 2 months because i encouraged a few younger workers to quit and strive for a better job outside rural kagoshima. and now ive started work in a art company specializing in interior art as a art director. but heres the thing i dont like art. i dont know how i got this job or why im even doing this shit.
Im stressing over the fact that ive only been doing niche work in weird fields and i also tend to speak up for injustice and for things i think arnt that great of an idea. I also dont know if theres a job looking for my specific skill set once i get fed up with this job.
i dont plan on staying in tokyo for much longer too. i just hate it here. and i dont know if i want to go back to the US or stay in japan but closer to my friends back in kobe.
Im just very lost and i am just very unhappy with how my life is currently.