This last three months have been a rollercoaster of emotions and I finally had a job offer come in from a big employer in the state last week, did everything on my end and got a call this morning saying it has been withdrawn. I’m still processing and I guess this is more to vent and get through than anything right now. I’ve already started applying again where I can and I probably shouldn’t have stopped but I’ve never had this happen before.
I was just so happy to get an offer and one that was paying more then my last two jobs and now I feel worthless again and trying hard as possible to keep an upbeat attitude to get past this part in my life but this hit harder then the countless rejections that game before. Maybe that has to do with that it let me hope again.
Anyway if anyone is in the same place best of luck and hope you have better routine then me currently.
Edit: This is State side in Utah so sadly not much but keep moving forward and hopefully I end up getting another job offer that actually goes through.