I’ve been holding this in for a while, so just needed to let it out.
It’s been 6 months since I got laid off, and I still haven’t been able to find a job. I’ve been trying really hard, but I honestly don’t understand what’s going wrong.
Twice, I cleared all interview rounds… and still didn’t get the offer. That has really shaken my confidence.
Lately, I don’t feel like myself. I can’t focus enough to read, write, or even prepare properly. I don’t feel like talking to anyone just putting on a forced smile and getting through the day.
For the past 6 months, it feels like I’ve just been hustling without direction. And now I’m at a point where I don’t even feel like trying anymore… just hoping for some miracle to happen.
Being financially unstable, living alone in a different city with no savings.. it’s scary. I want to prepare for interviews, I know I should… but I’m just too exhausted.
I feel stuck, tired, and honestly… a bit hopeless.